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Saturday, June 28, 2008
I have to admit i'm dissapointed. but what else can i do?i guess i have to stop living up to your expectations, jo. its not your fault. its just that you have been such a successful stjohner that im always thinking that i'll follow your footsteps and be one too. i realise that all these while, the dissapointments come from feeling guilty that i did not do as well as you did, but thank you for continuously having faith in me, telling me that all things are possible and such.. that i feel dissapointed bcos i love sjab too much(:
to tell the truth, i don't love stjohns at all. as in the footdrills, competitions or firstaid. i don't love the division, ncos or seniors or ma'ams and sirs. what i love is my squad. i go for cca for the sake of my squad, bcos i know that if they get punished and i don't i'll feel guilty cos we're all supposed to go through it together. i go for cca bcos of wanting to bring back the same glory johanna brought to our family and to stjohns when she did well in competitions and such.
my life for the past few months have been revolving arnd stjohns. all the commitments, hard work, helping my squadmates, screaming and having fun with all of them..
SQUAD TWO, i wna tell you all that whatever the others say about you, they are the dumbasses. and be strong. never let what they say about you all put you down or demoralise you. i very much wish that i can be there to experience all that and support you all but sadly i can't. jiayou and bring glory to the squad.
joelynn