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Saturday, June 28, 2008
I have to admit i'm dissapointed. but what else can i do?i guess i have to stop living up to your expectations, jo. its not your fault. its just that you have been such a successful stjohner that im always thinking that i'll follow your footsteps and be one too. i realise that all these while, the dissapointments come from feeling guilty that i did not do as well as you did, but thank you for continuously having faith in me, telling me that all things are possible and such.. that i feel dissapointed bcos i love sjab too much(:
to tell the truth, i don't love stjohns at all. as in the footdrills, competitions or firstaid. i don't love the division, ncos or seniors or ma'ams and sirs. what i love is my squad. i go for cca for the sake of my squad, bcos i know that if they get punished and i don't i'll feel guilty cos we're all supposed to go through it together. i go for cca bcos of wanting to bring back the same glory johanna brought to our family and to stjohns when she did well in competitions and such.
my life for the past few months have been revolving arnd stjohns. all the commitments, hard work, helping my squadmates, screaming and having fun with all of them..
SQUAD TWO, i wna tell you all that whatever the others say about you, they are the dumbasses. and be strong. never let what they say about you all put you down or demoralise you. i very much wish that i can be there to experience all that and support you all but sadly i can't. jiayou and bring glory to the squad.
joelynn
Wednesday, June 25, 2008
MONDAY:owe 120, spread it out btwn rangers pumping starjump and jumping jack, minimum of 20 each. decision: 50 pumping, 30 jumping jack, 20 starjumps and 20 rangers.
IC:"what? 50 pumping? are you sure you all can do it as a squad?"
me:"yes IC."
IC:"okay. continue."
me:" 123. ST JOHNS!"
15 mins later...
chia hong:"123!"
US:"PERMISSION TO RECOVER IC!"
IC:"recover."
after ALL THE TORTUROUS TEKANING,
IC:"fall out!"
US:"*bangs super lousily* yes ic!"
IC:"I WANT A GOOD FALL OUT!"
US:"*bangs ABIT better* yes ic!"
then you see this group of people who look like they just came out of a funeral, some can't walk properly, some were so extremely pale.. and next thing you know, OC's shouting at your face to get out of school cos they're alr counitng the number of pumpings we owe.
and we thought that the next day will be better, but it was worst.
TODAY:
FALL IN!
vice oc:" you all late 11 secs, KNOCK IT DOWN 11!"
2 mins later..
vice oc:" for bla bla bla reason, you all ove us 44, so continue with 24 jumping jacks."
squad two:*feels faint* but no choice have to do.
1min later.
vice oc:"you all still owe us 20 plus 5 for falling in late (after jj), so you all continue with 25 rangers!"
me:*omg! what the hell la! wna kill us ah!* (obviously thinking in my mind)
after 15 rangers.
me: *legs cramp like siao, what the !#$%&* la! !#$%^&*!#$%^&* (cursing all the way through the next 10)
2 mins later.
water break, everyone stretching like siao, hoping to lessen the pain.
fall in, start squad trng.
SQUAD bangs damn lousily, everyone's volume was down, kena scolding AGAIN.
4.00pm.
finish rehearsal, fall out.
half of my squad chiongs down from school to 85 cos legs cramped like crazy, damn pain.
take bus 17 with nursings.
5pm.
reach my stop, i stand up, then the gush of pain came back, WORST this time.
realise that i have to climb an overhead bridge and walk super long road to get home. starts getting pissed again.
5.05, finally cross the bridge.
5.15, still walking back home SUPER SLOWLY.
5.30, STILL WALKING THE ROAD THAT I USUALLY TAKE 5 MINS TO WALK.
5.45pm: finally reach home and start complaining to johanna once again.
how on earth am i supposed to survive friday?
Sunday, June 22, 2008
YOU KNOW WHO ARE THE PEOPLE THAT MAKE ME HAPPY ALL THE TIME? my cell people. want an example why? a picture will show it all.
well its true that i do miss all of you crazy people too!
lets be lame and try the quiz johanna did(:
1. Wanyu
2.Johanna
3.HaoFeng
4.Gemaine
Are you older than your 2nd person?
err. no?
Have you gotten "sexual " with your 4th person?
WHOO YES! MANY TIMES(:
If you were to go to Disney world would you take number 3?
won't get to go. so WHO CARES(:
If you were crying would the 1st cheer you up?
hmm. well, i guess so, most of the times if i cry think she'll be freaked out and run away(:
If you found out that 2 nd 4 were going out what would you do?
COOL!
Have you hugged anyone in your top 4?
uh. yeah. no, 2?
How long have you known 4?
since we became squad one.. 5 months i guess?
Who have you known the longest?
2. like duh(: 13 yrs 4 months 21 days 8 hours so far(:
Who have you known the least?
no. 3 and 4.
Who did you hang out with Last?
2? hung out with her for 8 hours last night? hahaha.
Who did you talk to on AIM with last?
1. (:
Have you ever kissed anyone on your top 4, if so, who?
2. like duh? natalie forced us to do that?
Has 2 ever spent the night at your house?
yes. for 13 years 4 months and 21 days. cool?
When was the last time you talked to 3?
on tuesday?
Do you love anyone on your top four?
yeah. all except two. I'M MADLY IN LOVE WITH HER. lols!
Friday, June 20, 2008
hohohohahahaheeheehee. 5 more hours(:(:(:
Thursday, June 19, 2008
HO HO MY DEAR LIANNE SEOW, ONE MORE DAY(:WHOOOO! I LOVE OUR FANTASTIC, GORGEOUS PLAN.
WOOOHOOOOO(:
can't wait can't wait can't wait.
hohoho
Tuesday, June 17, 2008
THIS BLOG= Deaded. even deader than squad blog(:went out with haofeng wanyu and chia hong today.
watched kungfu panda for like the 3rd time?
went to eat pastamania set lunch(:
I'M SUFFERING FROM SQUAD-LOVE-SICK. if you even understand what that means.
its a deadly disease that can make you go crazy and pull off all ur hair until you won't need to worry bout bun nets and hair nets for the upcoming ST JOHNS DAY WHICH IS ON 27 JUNE. polish boots, cut off loose strands, prepare uniform and MEMORISE MALAY PLEDGE!?!?!?
i bet wanyu's crying now(: she must be so touched(: boohoohoo(:
"i hope there will be the many many times more." :D
joelynn
Friday, June 6, 2008
THANK'S FOR THE TALK MY DEAR ________as i promised, here comes all the censored parts(:
i think it was funny how you spent 10 mins thinking that i was bothered by ___
thanks for helping me overcome the line.
thanks for helping me realise that what i did to _____ was _____
thanks for helping me realise it isn't me responsibility to get my _____ enthu about _____
what else did we talk about?
ohyes. CHARMAINE TAY IS COMING BACK TO TOWN(:
samantha goes to prepare the keyboard for her(: i love my team. i love my team(:
i'm heading to malaysia 2moro, coming back on the 15th. so _____ you know how to go about the emailing thing?
joelynn(:
Thursday, June 5, 2008
i have to admit i was affected and disappointed. but well, seeing that made me reflect. i'm glad i talked to gemaine about it. thanks dear. i trust you. but it becomes very hard for me if someone breaks its again. just ignore what lianne said. its not worth it. it's not worth talking her into coming back to SJAB. our blood vessels will just burst. and then we'll have arterial bleeding and die all together in 10 secs(:i'm glad i read vanessa and natalie's blog. cheered me up. after so much that has happened, i realise that they DO love our squad<3<3<3
i'm glad i talked to you, gemaine. i really am. i hope you do feel the sense of belonging in the squad now(:
haha. maybe i shud attempt to do natalie's survey later.
joelynn.